Tuesday, 9 June 2015

Thunder Eggs

I have a dear friend at Wellspring that gave me a wonderful, beautiful gift. A Thunder Egg!

What the heck is a Thunder Egg?

Thunder Eggs or Thundereggs are 60 million year old agate-filled nodules found in various parts of the Western United States. They can range in size from 1/4 inch to as large as 5 feet in diameter. Generally, they are about the size of an orange. Although they are similar on their exterior, no two are alike in pattern, design or colour on the inside. Truly one of a kind!! Cut and polished Thundereggs are all truly beautiful. They are one of the marvels of nature and are sought after and highly prized the world over.

My friend Pat found some Thundereggs while rock-hounding (or whatever you call it) in the western US. He gave me a piece of his favourite one. :)  It is truly a cherished gift, and has so much more meaning than he intended. Let me explain.
I treasure my Thunderegg as it reminds me that although we are all made up of the same elements, we are each very unique and beautiful.




One of the great lessons I have learned throughout this cancer journey is that we do not always appreciate each other like we should. I believe that there is something magnificent in each and every one of us.

Sometimes we have to crack open the hard, gritty shell to see the beauty inside. Sometimes it takes a very long time or a traumatic event to open that shell, but until it does, know that there is beauty within - even if you cannot see it yet.

It reminds me of that adage...If you think you can - you will. If you think you can't - you won't. Believe that you are beautiful inside and it will shine through. If you perceive yourself to be a gritty old rock...that is what you will be seen as to others.

I used to complain a lot...and sometimes think the worst of people before I knew the whole story. I try not to do that anymore. I try to see the good and positive in people and events. It is so much more enjoyable to live that life!

I think of my Thunderegg and my friend Pat, and I Smile!


for more info on Thunder Eggs, see this excerpt from richardsonrockranch.com/story.htm:

According to legend, Thundereggs were so named by Native Americans of Central Oregon. The natives of this region are said to have believed these strange, agate-filled stones were missiles thrown by angry, fighting "Thunder Spirits" or "Gods" who dwelt on Mount Jefferson and nearby Mount Hood, two of the several snow-capped peaks high in the Cascade Range. The Native Americans thought when thunderstorms occurred these rival, jealous gods hurled large numbers of the round-shaped rocks at each other in furious anger. Thus, according to Native American legend, Thundereggs were scattered over the high plateaus of Central Oregon.


The unique agate-filled mud balls are found in layers of rhyolite lava flows, which spread over the land an estimated 60 million years ago. This was long before man appeared on the earth and thousands of centuries before the Cascade Mountain range was formed and pushed upward, due to tremendous stress beneath the surface of the planet. Geologists reason that the round-shaped Thundereggs were formed in gas pockets, serving as molds, that were left in the lava plows of the Eocene Geological Age. Over long periods of time, the gas cavities or cooled bubbles were gradually filled by water percolating through the porous rock formations, Water (hot or cold) oozing into the cavities carried rich quantities of silica (quartz). The solution lined and in many cases filled the cavity molds, first with the darker matrix material, then the inner core of agate or chalcedony. The beautiful and varying colors were derived from nearby minerals present in the soil. These processes are still going on, but at a much slower rate than during the times of volcanic action, with huge clouds and deposits of volcanic ash rich in silica (quartz).

A busy couple of weeks!

I have been a very busy girl!! I am just back from a week in Ottawa  Al is working up there for a few weeks and I decided to go up for part of it. I did the touristy thing and went shopping and to the Art Gallery and Museum of Canadian History. I watched an IMAX 3D film on the migration of the Monarch butterfly. We ate in the market, on Sparks St. and Elgin St.

One night we met Al's brother and family for dinner. It was nice to see them all together. We have a great niece expected in August, so it was especially nice to see everyone before the exhaustion of new parenthood, grandparenthood, and unclehood hits them! LOL! We had dinner with my brother one night, and were out with a group of Al's colleagues one night as well.

I met some of my work colleagues for lunch one day. It has been almost 2 years since I saw some of them. I am so glad not to be dealing with work stress right now. I miss the interaction with the people but I know that I would not do well in the current environment. Information Technology in the Federal Government is changing significantly. There is much anxiety amongst the staff (for good reason) and no answers about what the future holds. Not the best situation for someone in remission who is not wanting to wake the sleeping monster inside of her. :)

We stayed at the Lord Elgin Hotel and it was a super location for walking. I did a lot of it and seems like it is aggravating my peripheral neuropathy in my feet. I have said before how it is frustrating to feel good and want to do so much, but not being able to do it all. I still struggle with accepting that!

Overall, I feel good. I am back to needing a nap almost every day, but naps are not a bad thing. :)

My last check-up with Dr. Kouroukis at Juravinski went very well. I am still in complete remission. No sign of the cancer in my blood!! This is fantastic news. I am also tolerating the Revlimid well. This is the maintenance chemotherapy pill I am taking every day to prolong the remission period. Dr. K felt that with such a good response so far, I could expect a 4-5 year remission period!! That is fantastic news! If I did not go on the Rev, I would be looking at a 2 year period on average. When I come out of this remission, I will be able to have another stem cell transplant or try another protocol.

My overall goal would be to keep in fairly good health until a cure is found. There are so many trials on the go right  now, and many will be completed with drugs or treatment protocols coming into mainstream use in 8-10 years. I am confident that I can stick around for that time, since I have responded well to all the treatments I have received to date.   :) WooHoo!